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Many people—especially those who identify as neurodivergent or highly cognitive—live beautifully in their heads. Thinking, analyzing, and problem-solving are no doubt great strengths. They help us adapt, succeed, and make sense of a complex world.
And yet, many people come to me in my capacity as an AEDP psychotherapist—an experiential therapy specializing in emotions and attachment—saying: “I don’t feel much” or, “I know I should feel something… but I don’t.”
This is what we often call numbness.
Sometimes it overlaps with a difficulty in identifying and describing emotions, technically called alexithymia.
But I want to start by reframing this completely:
Numbness is not a failure. It’s a brilliant adaptation.
The Change Triangle and Numbness
On the Change Triangle, numbness usually lives on the “defense” side. When core emotions (such as sadness, anger, fear, joy) feel too overwhelming, the nervous system protects us by dampening sensation. Instead of feeling too much, we feel very little.
Underneath numbness, we often find:
- Inhibitory emotions: anxiety, shame, and guilt.
- And beneath those: core emotions, waiting patiently to be felt
Numbness is what happens when the system says, “This is too much. Let’s shut it down—for now.”
Why Thinking Takes Over
For many neurodivergent individuals, thinking isn’t just a preference—it’s a regulation strategy. When emotions feel confusing, intense, or uncomfortable, the mind steps in. Thinking becomes a safe home base to organize, to predict, and to help create distance from the body, where we feel.
The problem isn’t thinking. The problem is when thinking is the only place we can go. That’s when we can feel jammed into our heads and cut off from our bodies.
At the age of 39, I went back to school to become a psychotherapist. Before that, I was scared of my emotions. I judged them as weakness. I didn’t know how to use them. I thought I could think my way out of my emotions. When I learned about emotions, that all changed, and so did I.
The bad news, however, is that we cannot think our way out of emotions or into them. The good news is that we can think our way toward feeling by first getting a solid emotions education. That means learning what emotions are, how they work in the mind and body, and why we have them. We can learn what different emotions generally feel like physically, and then start sensing what is happening in our bodies.
This isn’t much different from noticing hunger pangs in our stomach or soreness in our muscles. That’s where we begin.
Gentle Practices to Work with Numbness
1. Start with the body—not emotions.
If you feel nothing emotionally, don’t ask, “What do I feel?”
Instead ask: “What do I notice in my body?”
Even numbness has a physical signature:
- Heaviness
- Blankness
- Fog
- Pressure
- Absence
The goal is not to change it—just to notice it. “Something in me feels flat… like a gray fog in my chest.” That’s the beginning of contact.
2. Use curiosity, not pressure.
Pressure shuts the system down further. Instead of: “Why can’t I feel anything?” try, “I wonder what this numbness is protecting me from?”
Curiosity softens defenses. It signals safety.
3. Track micro-shifts.
When you’re used to living in your head, emotional shifts can be subtle. Look for:
- A slight sigh
- A change in breath
- Warmth or tingling
- An urge to move, cry, or speak
These are signs that the system is beginning to thaw.
4. Borrow language (this helps with alexithymia).
If identifying feelings is hard, use scaffolding:
Look at this feelings list with emotions and sensations words.
Try on words gently:
“Could this be frustration? Maybe sadness?” Say: “I’m not sure, but something in me might feel…”
You don’t need to be accurate. You just need to stay curious and engaged.
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5. Externalize first, internalize later.
Sometimes it’s easier to access emotions indirectly, such as through:
- Music
- Movies/stories of other people’s experiences
Notice observations like, “That scene made my throat tight” or “I felt drawn to that character.” These are your emotions speaking.
6. Move the body.
Core emotions are action tendencies. When they’re blocked, movement can help restart the flow.
Try:
- Walking
- Stretching
- Shaking out your arms
- Pressing your feet into the ground
When you move, ask yourself, “How do I sense a shift in my body?” Do I feel more or less:
- Energy?
- Tiredness?
- Stiffness?
- Wakefulness?
You’re not forcing emotion—you’re creating conditions where it can emerge.
A Note on Safety
Sometimes numbness is there because the underlying emotions feel too big or too threatening.
In those moments, the goal is not to “break through.” The goal is to build capacity:
- A little more confidence that you can do it
- A little more support
- A little more safety in the body
Feeling returns when the system trusts that it can.
What Lies Beneath
When numbness softens, what often emerges are the very human emotions we all share:
- Sadness that needs comfort
- Anger that needs validating
- Fear that needs safety
- Joy that needs sharing
And eventually, as we process these, we move toward the open-hearted state of the authentic self: Calm. Curious. Compassionate. Connected.
A Final Thought
If you live in your head, you are not doing it wrong. You adapted. But you don’t have to stay there. Your body holds another kind of intelligence—one that doesn’t use words, but provides important data about how the world is affecting you.
Being connected to both our thoughts and emotions helps us feel more connected and integrated. We don’t force or judge our way back to feeling. We befriend the numbness. With gentleness and patience, it begins to soften.
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